Just one step away from a big splash

Last weekend, I walked across a grocery-store parking lot and thought about how thin I felt. Now, this is ludicrous on so many levels. I am still months away from my goal weight. Lots of months. I send the dial on a bathroom scale much further than it has ever gone before. And, I was surrounded by actually thin college students at the time.

But, for the first time in years I am doing something about this problem. And, the doing changed my feeling.

The principle holds true in other areas of my life, as well. Maybe I can only do ten minutes on the treadmill Monday morning because I crammed in too many morning chores. But, I will  do those ten minutes. That is enough to remind me I have a heart, to release some feel-good endorphins, and to establish a circuit in my brain that says, “This is a habit. It is what I do.”

So, now, I am writing this blog post. My plan for the afternoon included this plus the rough drafts of three articles. But, I had to run an unexpected errand. A long, unexpected errand. Rather than give up the idea of writing all together, I left my kitchen in a mess just a few minutes longer and wrote this post. I can feel that brain pathway sizzling, “You are a writer. This is what you do.”

It is just a baby step. But I’m okay with that.